taylor.

Sometimes i kinda miss studying...

Its pretty nuts, in a way...

And i miss crying over mushy, unrealistic but unbelievably romantic scenes in dramas..

After watching so many korean dramas, my fave scene is when the hero *must be hot* wears a necklace for the girl. *Swoons*

Have been playing alot of rock riot recently. Sad to say, my coordination STILL sucks. Haha.

Cant wait for New Moon..

And yummy Taylor Lautner.



















Look at that abs, people...

*Faints*

chess =p

I think love is somewhat like a game of chess (which i just started playing lately =p)

If you attack too much, you end up sacrificing alot unnecessarily.

A defence too strong, you get nowhere.

Once your king is dead, you hear the word "checkmate".

And that is when it falls apart.

sometimes

Sometimes i feel happy
Sometimes i feel sad
Sometimes im just so jealous of what others have.
Sometimes im confused
Sometimes i sure
Sometimes i have no idea what to do
Sometimes its all about me
Sometimes its all about you
Sometimes i dont even know how to feel
Sometimes i want to cry
Sometimes i cant stop smiling
Sometimes i feel the whole world cant stop spinning
Sometimes i am winning
Sometimes i am losing
Sometimes my world is just sinking
Sometimes i have so much to share
Sometimes i just cant find the right words to say
Sometimes i wish it would rain
Sometimes i love the warm sun
Sometimes i love all i have
Sometimes i resent my life
Sometimes i just wish i actually know what im saying.
LOL

I want to go back to those moments =)

Its funny how i want something so much but when i get it i dont appreciate it and hold on tight..

Maybe it have to slip away before i realise i cant live without it..

Then when its too late, crying is all i can do..

Hopefully my tears is salty enough to float me through my mess.

Sometimes i think

Even if we're not right for each other

We make the most perfect misfit.

taking stuff for granted

Lately, i realised how much i have been taking things for granted...

Even simple stuff, like the rain, having a handphone that actually works, not heving severe acne, having electricity at home and insignificant stuff like that...

We expect those stuff to be always there, but we do not realise how many people out there actually do not even have the opportunity to enjoy these simple pleasures of life...

Stuff like one zit on your forehead, not getting your favourite dish at dinner or not being able to watch your desired programme on tv, all these gets us all worked up and agitated...

But we have never considered the possibilities, or how is it like if we don't have all of these..

I have a teacher who taught me in lower primary school whor ecently died of cancer, a close family friend who was just diagnosed with cancer, a dear grandfather who died of heart problem..

These are people who have touched my life but went to heaven just at a snap of a finger..

Imagine how all those closest to them hurt at their lose, having their dearest taken away...

Would petty things like someone not replying their text be of any significance? Or having their book folded at the edges, would that drive them ballistic as it does to me?

I would think all those hardly matters to them anymore..

And having family and friends around me..

That is something not every person would have. People who care for them, who matters, who gives a damn..

I feel that lately i havent been thanking God enough for all He has given me, showering me with blessings that i dont deserve...

Things like good health a caring family and nice friends shouldnt be taken for granted, but given thanks for..

Its at times when we suffer that we realise how lucky we were..

When we are heartbroken, we feel thankful for the happy moments.
When we are sick, we appreciate good health..
When we are disappointed, we are thankful for our past successes.

Therefore, i wana give thanks to God, with a grateful heart =)

nobody can see us

twirl me around at sundown

lets take a spin

just you and me

curl your fingers around mine

as we take down the city

kiss me under the city lights

with stars above shining bright

and we'll link hands and run around

catching the depth of darkness

nobody can see us

just us apart from the world

together.

would u?

If i cry, would you wipe away the tears?

If i fall down, would you be there to catch me?

If i run, would you chase me?

If i am not who you think i am, would you still love me?

ranDomness

Success is like an obsession
Once you taste victory, you cant seem to stop craving for more
Collecting each success like trophies and prizes
Though the only one that deserves credit is God

Crying is like drugs
Once you start you never want to stop
Cuz it gives you a sort of high that brings waves of calmness and serenity
At least for that moment
You can completely lose yourself
Creating a hardcore addiction

Love and dreams are like never ending temptations
Giving you fantasies so beautiful and magical
Beckoning you to approach
Then crushing you
Weighing your soul with disappointment and despair

paTh

Four footprints imprinted

Two hands linked

One path to walk

One dream to reach

You and I

Interesting...

What a guy really means when he says certain things:

"It's a guy thing" = There's nothing really behind the saying except you'll have no chance of making it logical.

"That's very interesting honey" = Damn, are you still talking?

"I'm not lost, I'm a human GPS" = We'll probably never see the real world again.

"You know I only love you" = I'm finally used to the yelling and screaming, so I give up.

"You look great!" = Please don't try on another dress or else I'll kill myself.

"That was an amazing movie" = Everything blew up, had tons of beautiful women and super hot cars.

"Oh man I cut myself. It's not a big deal, I'll be okay" = I will never let her know I'm slowly dying inside from severed arteries.

"Why do you work so hard? Take a break." = The vacuum is preventing me from listening to what the commentators on ESPN are saying.

"I always forget things, you know how it is" = I remember my first kiss, my first GF, the score of the first arcade game I ever played but can't remember your birthday.

"I'm really tired today" = You didn't want to put out the last few days, so I took care of my own business. What a guy really means when he says certain things:

This is funny xp

What girls say/do and what they actually mean...
FINE
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

FIVE MINUTES
If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

NOTHING
This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine"

GO AHEAD
This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it.

LOUD SIGH
This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing"

THAT'S OKAY
This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to aman. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

THANKS
A woman is thanking you. Do not question it or faint. Just say you're welcome.Oh, and before we forget ...

"Whatever"...it's a woman's way of saying *!#@ YOU!

So true!!!

Miss y'all

So many emotions running through my mind.

Basically screwing me inside out.

I'm okay. Yet im not.

It's pretty confusing.

Yes, failure is an eye opener. It helps me realise many things.

Maybe my brain cant take it all at once.

Brimming with weirdness and pangs of .... undescribable feelings.

And i miss everyone back at school...

So much.

Love you guys.

And you. <3

The sky is beautiful

Have you ever really really looked at the sky?


The pale sky blue, the fluffy clouds and amazing moments during sunset...


I have yet to really see sunrise for i love sleeping in...


But the sky is really beautiful...


And when i feel lonely, i look at the sky and i stand in awe of God's awesome-ness...


Every cloud has such beautiful distinct shapes...


Every shape in turn can tell a story...


And i often imagine behind those clouds the bright light is God, His presence which lights up the world..



And with that i feel that all warm inside, being reminded that He is constantly watching over me...


Admire the sky, feel the love, people =D

he n she

He: My heart is yours.

She: So is mine yours. You'll look after it, won't you?

He: Of course. I'll keep in in a safe place.

She: Where will that be?

He: I would have kept it in my heart, but since my heart is already with you, i will take yours as mine. Your joy shall always bring laughter to my face, your pain shall bring tears to my eyes. We shall always be one.

She: =D

random..ness..

Let your arms be my cradle
that rocks me to sleep at night

Let your eyes be the stars
lighting up my life
when curtains of darkness
falls upon me

Let your voice be a sweet lullaby
crooning away
echoing in the depths of my soul

hoPe

There are those times where you feel like someone has let you down, or maybe it was you who were letting yourself down, for wanting too much, hoping too hard and expecting miracles.


Sometimes you feel it would be better if you just didnt care, if it mattered nothing to you.


Sometimes deep inside you already know that it isnt going to happen. You already expected the results.


But yet, when it doesnt happen, you feel crushed.


Disappointed.


This happens to me pretty often, as i continue to hope and long for more.


The saying is true - The harder you hope, the harder you fall.

Hope means you continue to desire and long for something, wanting fulfillment of your expectations, even though you know it might or might not happen.

Hope means you doing your part and counting on the others to do theirs in order to have what you want come true.

For me, now, hope is just praying hard and leaving the rest to the Lord.

Maybe this was the way things was meant to be.

And i just have to trust my Father in heaven to make things right.

Hope, people.

Hope

Pouring. From my heart.

It has been pouring outside.

I cant say the coolness isnt pleasant.

But it makes me dreamy, thinking an awful lot about things i would be better off not thinking about.

Asking myself questions i do not have answers to.

Questions only you can answer. Or maybe not. I don't know myself.

As images and memories flit through my mind, some of it seems almost surreal.

Some makes me feel nice. Some makes me feel weird. Some makes me feel pain. And some just makes me wonder why they even happened in the first place.

I know i have asked you those questions before. I know you tried your best to explain.

Sometimes explaining isnt enough for me. Sometimes i wish things would be different.

Just a little bit different.

I know you're trying.

So am i.

I guess all that's left to do is wait.

Wait as time works it's wonders.

As love numbs all pain.

As you and i walk down the path.

Slowly. Meaningfully. Together.