Save the world?

I never paid much attention to the environment...

This just sounds so wrong but all these time when i hear about environment issues, the thing that pops into my mind is the cover of geography textbooks and the phrase 'kesan rumah hijau'..

I guess this is the major side effect of learing geography for 3 years and memorizing pages after pages of environmental facts...

Till all this facts just stay in your mind without being registered...

Yesterday the global event earth hour was held worldwide...

Me being a person who couldnt care less went to the website to pledge for the fun of it...

But the minute i went into the website i saw this short video so i clicked and watched it..

That video was short and aimed to tell people to turn off the lights for just that one hour and that everyone CAN make a difference...

At that moment everything seems to rush back to me...

Maybe that's the way God touches our lives to tell us the part we should play to save our environment...

I'm not sure myself...

But maybe from now on i might pay more attention to those lights i leave on when im not in the room and stuff...

Yeah...

The sky is beautiful

Have you ever really really looked at the sky?


The pale sky blue, the fluffy clouds and amazing moments during sunset...


I have yet to really see sunrise for i love sleeping in...


But the sky is really beautiful...


And when i feel lonely, i look at the sky and i stand in awe of God's awesome-ness...


Every cloud has such beautiful distinct shapes...


Every shape in turn can tell a story...


And i often imagine behind those clouds the bright light is God, His presence which lights up the world..



And with that i feel that all warm inside, being reminded that He is constantly watching over me...


Admire the sky, feel the love, people =D

he n she

He: My heart is yours.

She: So is mine yours. You'll look after it, won't you?

He: Of course. I'll keep in in a safe place.

She: Where will that be?

He: I would have kept it in my heart, but since my heart is already with you, i will take yours as mine. Your joy shall always bring laughter to my face, your pain shall bring tears to my eyes. We shall always be one.

She: =D

Hols are over

Hols is almost over...

In fact its already over....

The 'sien-ness' is coming back....

Tomorrow i would have to wake up early...

Gosh,im dreading that...

But then again at least going to school will make me less anti-social...

Im a loner...

I guess the saying that no man is an island is at least partly wrong...

Say hi to miss island princess...

He

He was always the one...

The one who was there from the beginning till the end...

The one who could play with my feelings and get away with it...

Cuz everytime i hoped it would be different....

I hoped that he would know how much he meant to me...

I hoped that i would mean as much too...

Even half as much...

That i wouldnt just be there...

Like something insignificant..

A picture in the background...

I wish he would trust me...

Know that i'll be there for him...

I wish he knew i love him...

Though he's not my lover...

He was my best friend.

He is my friend.

random..ness..

Let your arms be my cradle
that rocks me to sleep at night

Let your eyes be the stars
lighting up my life
when curtains of darkness
falls upon me

Let your voice be a sweet lullaby
crooning away
echoing in the depths of my soul

life is BlAh

Nowadays i just feel so blahh...

It's like evryday passes just like that...

Too fast... Too... Unfulfilling.

I hardly do anything much anymore...

Everyday comprises of school, homework, sleep, more school the next day...

Furthermore, i have lost my enthusiasm for life...

The randomness, bubbly-ness of talking to anyone and everyone is no longer part of me...

All i feel like doing nowadays is sleep...

Dreaming seems like the best remedy for the cruelness of reality...

Everything i hope for. happiness. satisfaction. love.

They can all be found in my own lala land...

I want to drown everything out.

The noises. The unhappiness. The suffocating reality of life.

Save. Me.