sometimes

Sometimes i feel happy
Sometimes i feel sad
Sometimes im just so jealous of what others have.
Sometimes im confused
Sometimes i sure
Sometimes i have no idea what to do
Sometimes its all about me
Sometimes its all about you
Sometimes i dont even know how to feel
Sometimes i want to cry
Sometimes i cant stop smiling
Sometimes i feel the whole world cant stop spinning
Sometimes i am winning
Sometimes i am losing
Sometimes my world is just sinking
Sometimes i have so much to share
Sometimes i just cant find the right words to say
Sometimes i wish it would rain
Sometimes i love the warm sun
Sometimes i love all i have
Sometimes i resent my life
Sometimes i just wish i actually know what im saying.
LOL

something

If it were to end today, would we have any regrets?

If i were to walk away, would be promise not to be sad?

If i am loss for words to say, know that there was a time we had,
where nothing else mattered but those cherished moments.

I pray, that i'll never forget the memories of all that we shared.

Ever.

Help

You know the feeling when you want to let everything out?

You just want to run away from all your problems and worries, be free...

But yet, there's this part in you that's so damn scared that you'll lose it all..

That you'll have nothing left, be all alone, desolate..

If that happens, who's to blame but yourself..

No longer will you have a place to lean on, to support you and your heavy ass, full of problems..

And by then, regrets will be redundant..

For you know your ego is too big to beg for a second chance, even if your soul is screaming for that...

With that bit of fear, i shall never know whether that step is right or wrong.

For i cant even set out my foot.

Help.

ranDomness

Success is like an obsession
Once you taste victory, you cant seem to stop craving for more
Collecting each success like trophies and prizes
Though the only one that deserves credit is God

Crying is like drugs
Once you start you never want to stop
Cuz it gives you a sort of high that brings waves of calmness and serenity
At least for that moment
You can completely lose yourself
Creating a hardcore addiction

Love and dreams are like never ending temptations
Giving you fantasies so beautiful and magical
Beckoning you to approach
Then crushing you
Weighing your soul with disappointment and despair

Frenzy

I'm so stressed zits are popping on my forehead like nobody's business...

It's so annoying

Not to mention freaking fugly...

It's going to be like this soon...

Just without the hot eyes...

Lolx...

The past few days have been all about al-Attas and Asma binti Abu Bakar...

Thanks very much Sejarah =.="

U can RUN, U can hide but U cant escape my love

The past two weeks had went by in a frenzy...

It seems hard to imagine how i went through 11 to 12 debates in a short two weeks...

Crazy...

Had fun, been retarded, sung lots (though out of tune xp) and got obsessed with YOU CAN RUN, YOU CAN HIDE, BUT YOU CAN'T ESCAPE MY LOVE =D

Haha...

But coming home is nice...

I miss my bed and my pillows and my softtoys =p

Oh, and by the way...

And i just found a new fact about myself...

In my world, hope comes in pair with disappointment...

Remind me again not to hope, will you?

Miss y'all

So many emotions running through my mind.

Basically screwing me inside out.

I'm okay. Yet im not.

It's pretty confusing.

Yes, failure is an eye opener. It helps me realise many things.

Maybe my brain cant take it all at once.

Brimming with weirdness and pangs of .... undescribable feelings.

And i miss everyone back at school...

So much.

Love you guys.

And you. <3

Hols are over

Hols is almost over...

In fact its already over....

The 'sien-ness' is coming back....

Tomorrow i would have to wake up early...

Gosh,im dreading that...

But then again at least going to school will make me less anti-social...

Im a loner...

I guess the saying that no man is an island is at least partly wrong...

Say hi to miss island princess...