23.4.09

Miss y'all

So many emotions running through my mind.

Basically screwing me inside out.

I'm okay. Yet im not.

It's pretty confusing.

Yes, failure is an eye opener. It helps me realise many things.

Maybe my brain cant take it all at once.

Brimming with weirdness and pangs of .... undescribable feelings.

And i miss everyone back at school...

So much.

Love you guys.

And you. <3

17.4.09

=(

Gosh im so stressed...
And the worse thing is....
I'LL MISS YOU!!!

=(

10.4.09

=x

When things seems so blue

I know that im truly lucky

to have YOU

5.4.09

Who knew

One finger could make me topple off the edge
and plunder into darkness and tears

One word could pierce my heart
so hard, so deep

One assumption could have me thinking for hours
why are things the way they are

One gesture could isolate me
from the earth and its inhabitants

One you
could ruin my world

3.4.09

i guess...

i lost you

cuz i loved him


29.3.09

Save the world?



I never paid much attention to the environment...

This just sounds so wrong but all these time when i hear about environment issues, the thing that pops into my mind is the cover of geography textbooks and the phrase 'kesan rumah hijau'..

I guess this is the major side effect of learing geography for 3 years and memorizing pages after pages of environmental facts...

Till all this facts just stay in your mind without being registered...

Yesterday the global event earth hour was held worldwide...

Me being a person who couldnt care less went to the website to pledge for the fun of it...

But the minute i went into the website i saw this short video so i clicked and watched it..

That video was short and aimed to tell people to turn off the lights for just that one hour and that everyone CAN make a difference...

At that moment everything seems to rush back to me...

Maybe that's the way God touches our lives to tell us the part we should play to save our environment...

I'm not sure myself...

But maybe from now on i might pay more attention to those lights i leave on when im not in the room and stuff...

Yeah...

27.3.09

The sky is beautiful

Have you ever really really looked at the sky?


The pale sky blue, the fluffy clouds and amazing moments during sunset...


I have yet to really see sunrise for i love sleeping in...


But the sky is really beautiful...


And when i feel lonely, i look at the sky and i stand in awe of God's awesome-ness...


Every cloud has such beautiful distinct shapes...


Every shape in turn can tell a story...


And i often imagine behind those clouds the bright light is God, His presence which lights up the world..



And with that i feel that all warm inside, being reminded that He is constantly watching over me...


Admire the sky, feel the love, people =D